And now I’ve lost you. I miss you every second. Now here come the tears. I’m just not strong enough for this. I need you. I love you, but you never loved me.

Maybe you are waiting till summer is here to end it. Maybe you have been going through stuff I don’t know about it. Maybe you hate me. Maybe you needed your best friend to get through whatever is bothering you. Maybe you just want us to break up already.

But I swear if you are really about to dump me, but yet whenever I do see you you have pulled all the shit that you know you can get away with because I care about even knowing you are going to end things. So help me God, you will regret it.

This can’t be happening again. I’m not strong enough.

Once again your best friend comes before your girlfriend. You make me never want to go out. You make me depressed. You make me feel like I’m not worth your time. I wish you loved me. I wish I was enough.

Depression never leaves me. It is just a repressed memory that comes to haunt me when I least expect it.